Last time i
saw the Angel a week ago. Since I was remembering Angel form bottom of my heart
every day, but, Angel wasn’t turning up, until yesterday. Finally when Angel
came I asked;
: You said,
you will come whenever I do call you, but you didn’t.
: You should
know Angel has got the family; they can’t come whenever they want. And if you
see me every day you will lose interest, if people get anything easily they
don’t take care of it. So, why you were calling me? Angel replied.
: I’m having
some problem!
: What is
it?
: Every time
I do close my eyes, a smiley face comes up, whenever I do try to look at that
face, my eyes hurt, because she has got very powerful eyes. There is something’s
in her face so powerful. I can't explain.
: How long
have you been dreaming that face?
: It’s all
started five months ago, it was occasionally, ones a week, but day by day it’s
increases. Now I do see that face every day.I'm scared to close my eyes.
: Do you
understand what happening?
: Yes, I
think I do! But, it hurts. I want to get over it.
: I don’t
think you will be able to do it. You‘ve just opened a ‘feeling window.’ Even
thou if you close that, still window will be there.
: Does she
know about your feeling?
: I don’t
know! Sometime I think she does.
: Do you
know you have a big problem? You do jump
for conclusion very quickly; you need to go more slow approach, you need to
give chance’ love tree’ to grow up, it is very ‘soft baby tree,’ if you
shake it too much it will break down. The way you have feeling for her, maybe
she doesn’t think the same way.
: I would
like to meet her family!
: You, human
are so predictable; always want to get everything together, you‘ve just meet.
You know, love is not sin, love is the name of patient, love is not only
happiness, inside the love there are sadness, there are sacrifices,
forgiveness, can you do that?
: I don’t
know, it feels- my breath was incomplete, heartbeat incomplete, incomplete was
I.
But now the
moon is full, complete in the sky, and now with her complete am I....!!
