It has been quite a long time I’m away from my family, lots of things I really don’t understand. I always think everyone will be same as me; there is no one you need to give answer to, can go home any time, come out any time, no one will wait, or ask any question.
One of my friend asked if I don’t listen to her and don’t change the way I do things. Then she will stop talking to me.
This creates a big problem. Some time I even don’t listen to my Parents, especially my Mum, how I’m gonna listen to her all the time? Well actually, I do listen, but I don’t follow the advice.
Maybe I could do some compromise, I suppose! But, it’s really difficult; I do follow my own way.
If she doesn’t want to speak to me, it will be entirely her choice. I can’t make someone to like me, love me!! If she doesn’t understand, it’s not her fault; maybe, I could not able to make her to understand, or my expectation is faulty, my love is not pure!!
And anyway, we won’t get everything’s we want. Some of the desire will be always left over.
It’s totally someone’s choice, what type of person she wants be with, goes with.
It’s all happen because of me, I was asking too much. I’m the ideate. Not realising family people can’t come out any time they want, but, it’s ok! you do learn by mistake.
I know it doesn’t matter what I think! But, still some time do wonder human are very unlucky! When someone like you, loves you, true love, we don’t recognise that? We think this is craziness! When the loveone wants do something willingly, think this is rubbish, as a human we never appreciate that. If someone doing something for us without asking any return, we don’t believe them .People always give their true, real love to someone who doesn’t deserve it, who is not capable to give the price of real and true love, some time even does hurting, shouting.
How can she stay away for me and go? How can her heart forget me so? That perfume on her breath is me. How ever will she stop, not breathe?
Very sentimental....!!!
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